Monday, November 15, 2010

feeling a little psychotic

well, it was one of those things that was talked about a lot, but it didn't really have real meaning to me until last night. john is now in haiti with a group of people from our church, and i'm a little beside myself. i really think it's great that they're going down there to help out and bring supplies and share God's love with the people there, and i'm super proud of them. I just didn't think it would be this hard on my end...i miss john so much already and it's only monday... i've been carrying my phone around with me like it's my prized possession and checking my facebook ten million times an hour...just waiting and hoping for something else from him...i haven't heard from him since they got to haiti and i'm just hoping they got there safely and everything...i'm just worried...my best friend is halfway across the world away from me...and i know its good that he's doing...but i feel like i need him so much...this makes me realize just how much i take him for granted...i can't wait for him to come home...