3eb and easter hooray!

I'm really excited to report that I'm going to see Third Eye Blind in concert next Friday. I thought we weren't going to go because we're going to see Tesla, and thats a lot of money...but my awesome husband surprised me with tickets for my birthday (early present!)! So Excited. Can't wait. So also Easter is on sunday. which is very exciting. We're having our first ever Easter service at the Farmington Town hall this year and its gonna be fantastic i'm sure. I love our group of regular farmington volunteers. Fun times!! And awesome people! Oh lets see what else is new. Oh, well I had a mole that was "moderate atypia", and had to have a chunk of skin removed and get stitches from it, which were just removed yesterday! Let me tell you, stitches are so annoying and itchy!! But they're gone now and I am thankful for that. Now I get to go to the skin doctor once a year or more depending on if they find any more suspicious artifacts on my polka-dotted body. Fun times. Gotta wear that spf...hmm my baby niece is already 3 months old! And she is absolutely gorgeous and the best lil baby in the whole world!! And I wish I could see her more!! So darn busy ALL the time and I just want to hang out with that little bundle of joy!! I'll hafta work on that. I feel like I just can't keep up with everything thats going on, and that I'm always either forgetting something or missing out on something. Its terrible. It's like some days I only come home just to go to bed. Craziness! It's my own fault though. I can't say no to anyone. Gotta work on that....Anyways, didn't really have anything super important to write, just felt like writing. Happy Easter!

sometimes...

I'm really excited because TESLA is playing in Hampton in May. I really can't wait. I have big plans to get Jeff Keith to sign my peace bandana. Seriously. It's gonna be crazy. Also, well actually I guess thats it. Oh. I'm going to Haiti in July. I'm not sure if I wrote that before. I was really almost anti-going to haiti but here i am, already paid for, and already got a plane ticket. funny how things work out, isn't it? i think it will be a good thing. they do need a lot of help still. and thats what we'll be doing, helping. And i hate it when people say that people in america need help and why are we going to haiti. I'm very aware that people in america need help too. Very aware. And I feel like we do a lot to help out here all the time! Really! So that's all I have to say about that. I just have to wonder what they would say if they actually went to Haiti and saw the state of living down there. I know people have it bad here to, and I know theres poverty here...but i think it's on a whole different level there. Anywho, that's all I have to say about that. What else....I don't know. Sometimes I feel really stupid. I guess everybody does at times....but I just do stupid stuff all the time. I guess it's alright though. You know, I don't really have much that I'm thinking about writing right now, at least nothing that I would want to write down for the world to read.....so thats about all i'm gonna say for now..

I'm still hopefull for 2011

We're only a month and 5 days into the new year...and i will say it started out well, better then the fish dog episode of 2010..we hung out with some good friends and went to portsmouth for the first night festivities, which was pretty fun! We've had some pretty intense snow storms already this year, which always seem to fall on Wednesdays. Those have been exciting...and also a little overwhelming! So much snow! Everywhere! It's hard to see out of the driveway, kind of like a guessing game where you hope for the best as you back out! Anyways, what else. oh yes! Baby Mia has arrived! January 21st, 2011 at 3:25 am she came into the world! And she sure is precious! I'm also happy to report that Mia and hare are doing very well and very healthy! :) And also, it's such a wierd feeling to be an auntie, but it's a feeling i very much enjoy! more than anything really! John and I have had quite a rough couple of weeks...with all the snow he hasn't been having work as much which kind of puts a strain on our finances. and it seems like our house is just falling apart at the seams! Our pipes froze last week and we had no water, and thankful my dad, bill, and my grandfather helped to fix the situation. i don't know what we would have done without them, we don't know anything about those kinds of things. and now apparently we need new heat tape...and also, the hot water heater just broke and started leaking everywhere! and now there are lumps in the floor. which i feel is probably a bad thing for the future. I'm envisioning the bedroom floor rotting out or something terrible. But actually, as we speak, john and bill are working on putting in a new heater and getting some new wood to put around it. bill to the rescue again! he's awesome. Oh and i also forgot to mention that we ran out of oil during the last snow storm, and the oil people weren't sending trucks out that day due to the weather. The big storm day was the day we were due to get an oil delivery! gah! feels like everything just keeps going wrong. like we're going up the river without a paddle. i just hope everything starts to chill out soon. i don't know how much more i can handle! Anyway. It's only february 5th...so i'm hopeful we just had a rough month and now things will start to get better. I try to stay optimistic but sometimes i just start feeling really sad about stuff you know? And I also feel like a let down a lot of the time...but whatever. things are bound to get better, right?

feeling a little psychotic

well, it was one of those things that was talked about a lot, but it didn't really have real meaning to me until last night. john is now in haiti with a group of people from our church, and i'm a little beside myself. i really think it's great that they're going down there to help out and bring supplies and share God's love with the people there, and i'm super proud of them. I just didn't think it would be this hard on my end...i miss john so much already and it's only monday... i've been carrying my phone around with me like it's my prized possession and checking my facebook ten million times an hour...just waiting and hoping for something else from him...i haven't heard from him since they got to haiti and i'm just hoping they got there safely and everything...i'm just worried...my best friend is halfway across the world away from me...and i know its good that he's doing...but i feel like i need him so much...this makes me realize just how much i take him for granted...i can't wait for him to come home...

2010 reflections...haha

2010 has been intense...let me reminice about the very first few hours in the new year..we had a fun time dancing and seeing the band gazpacho at kellys...then we got home and realized our dog smelled really horrible! like he'd been rolling around in rotten tuna or something. He desperately needed a bath before we could even go to sleep. I don't really believe in bad omens or anything, but could this smelly dog be an example of the upcoming events for 2010? I try to be optimisitic. Moving on to February....we'd been spending more time with John's mom Nancy and her husband Hank. Things had been relatively awkward with them as the had recently gotten married, very soon after divorcing their spouses...and John wasn't initially agreeing with the whole situation, but he was working through it. We were getting to know and really getting to like Hank. He was genuinley a super nice guy who made Nancy very happy, and we really liked spending time with them. Well, Hank had been having some medical issues, mild ones, and had to have cat scan to see what was going on. Turned out he had esophogal cancer (pardon my spelling). He was very strong about it, and was more concerned about Nancy's well being through the whole ordeal then himself. We were all shocked by his diagnosis because he didn't seem sick..he still seemed like the same Hank we'd been getting to know and love. He was very strong through his sickness and kept such a positive attitude. It was really amazing. He ended up passing away in May...only 4 months after his diagnosis. I miss him.
Soon after we found out that Hank was sick, we found out some good friends of ours were expecting! :) Meghan and Doug are due in September and we are so excited for them! :) Also this year, in May, my good friend Mandy married Tim! I was so happy to be able to be a part of their big day..and mandy looked absolutely beautiful! :) what a crazy month..I also turned 25 in may, making me officially a quarter of a century old, which i have to admit has freaked me out a little. I'm getting through it though. Also in may, I found out my twin sister is pregnant!! I'm going to be an aunty for the first time ever and i am soooo excited. I can't wait til we find out if it's a boy or a girl! Craziness!
In June, we got a new puppy! Her name is Lola, and she is marty's sister. she's an adorable little muffin. :) Lots of work tho! Also, I was in a dance recital for the first time in years. And that was pretty neat... and then in July i started dancing in this new place and i'm totally pumped about it. It's super awesome and I feel like I'm learning tons there! :) It's been a hectic kind of year. I don't know how I feel about everything. I feel like everything just kind of passes by no matter if you deal with it or not...life keeps happening whether your ready for it to continue on or not. and i just keep on going...

sew cute is giving away a zipper purse!

Hey everyone who may happen to be reading my blog...just thought ya'll should no that "Sew Cute" from etsy is having a free small zipper purse give away to one of their followers on the blog! :) You should definately check it out coz meghan is super talented and makes super cute bags and whatnot! :)

That being said......have a nice day! and i'll write soon...been a while since i've blogged and i know that everyone is just anxiously awaiting my next post...haha..right.. :)

life is wierd

it's been an intense week with big news. I found out that a friend is pregnant(!!), a friend is engaged (!!), my friend who is recently engaged wants me to be in her wedding(!!), a family member has cancer and it could be in a further stage than anyone would have expected(....), and someone close to me may not ever be able to have children of their own(...), and someone who was recently hospitalized and told they need to stop drinking or they wont be living much longer is hanging out with people who are not good influences....and someone might be quitting their job because of the way they are being treated....soo yea....a little overwhelming... it's like all kinds of mixed emotions of wanting to be happy for friends and yet wanting to be horribly sad and worried for other friends/family....i just dont know what to feel right now. it's so much easier to push the negative things out of my mind and focus on all the good things going on..but i can't... i need to pray for the people around me but i hate to think about what they're going through. it's like i don't want to accept what theyre going through so i don't think about it. anyway, i didn't really have anywhere i was going with this post..so maybe if you happen to stumble across this you could pray for the good and the bad things that are happening around me right now? that would be cool...