life is wierd

it's been an intense week with big news. I found out that a friend is pregnant(!!), a friend is engaged (!!), my friend who is recently engaged wants me to be in her wedding(!!), a family member has cancer and it could be in a further stage than anyone would have expected(....), and someone close to me may not ever be able to have children of their own(...), and someone who was recently hospitalized and told they need to stop drinking or they wont be living much longer is hanging out with people who are not good influences....and someone might be quitting their job because of the way they are being treated....soo yea....a little overwhelming... it's like all kinds of mixed emotions of wanting to be happy for friends and yet wanting to be horribly sad and worried for other friends/family....i just dont know what to feel right now. it's so much easier to push the negative things out of my mind and focus on all the good things going on..but i can't... i need to pray for the people around me but i hate to think about what they're going through. it's like i don't want to accept what theyre going through so i don't think about it. anyway, i didn't really have anywhere i was going with this post..so maybe if you happen to stumble across this you could pray for the good and the bad things that are happening around me right now? that would be cool...